Of Right & Wrong Choices .. uh & super perfectness .. uh & super twisted tounges

beware of those things above ..
I'll be trapped & be succumbed to doom if ur with a person as the above ...

anyway ..

this life is all about other people ... not u .. u have to effin put ur self in a ditch & let the other half be on top some stupid stereotyped skyscraper & effin rule u ..

nice huh?

well, I'm there ... nope not on the scrapper but deep down in a stupid ditch full of rats & germs .. heee

pen off

hye ..

it's been quite some time since I last talked to u .. I wonder what u have gone thru ... who read u .. who checked u out & who left anything on u .. :p


I missed u my hidden echoes .. :p

I bet ur better off then I am now ..

anyway ..

I've plunged into a realm, so dark and little known off, none had any clue what to find and see, when they were at the very edge I am now. No single encounter is alike, ditching and rubbishing almost all words of advice from the elders.

Well, I am being optimistic yet hopeful as a mother leaving her child at school for the first time.  I want and shall seek for happiness and bliss from this alien-like realm I've put myself in.

A realm & dimension crowded and cramped with pure souls ever needing to sacrifice like the human lungs need for air to live. like the need to  & self-forgetting for the benefit of the other half ..

hope everything goes well ..
hope my heart breaks & hardships is been felt & seen ..
hope to be pampered ..
hope to be respected ..
I hope to be loved .. truly ..